I received this one from a dear friend
and here I publish it
This is my minor interpretation of your passages. It is dark but beautiful.
Have You Ever?
Have you ever prayed and not received? And then never prayed again and never received?
Have you ever worked and not achieved? And then never tried again and never achieved?
Have you ever played and not won? And then never played and never won?
Have you ever loved and not be loved? And never loved again and never be loved?
Have you lived but not felt alive? And wished never to live and stopped being alive?"